the txt message blog part III

"ok. my friend has this compulsive liar of a cousin. i've pissed him off because i dont believe that he's married. heres what ive said
FWD: 'youve also told me that you were in the marines, that your house was lost in a tornado, you broke both of your legs in a rodeo and was healed in a few weeks. also that you had a baby. oh and that 2nd kid w/ another girl'
he said
'i dont give a fuck'
and i said
'well..u prolly should. your legs are broken and youve got 2 kids and no house.'"
lol.


"so the neatest thing happened. i went out north tonight to go see [boyfriend] b/c i missed him right?
well on the way back i felt the urge to listen to (your) radiohead. so i did. i was downtown at the 1st stop light and i saw from my perrifreals, a man roll down his window and lean sorta towards my car. Next, he honked his horn at the red light. and said "hey! whats that you listenin too..it sounds great!"
(this was a BLACK MAN. ON 24'S!)
and i said
"its radiohead!"
and he was like
"yeah?! they sound amazing! whats it called again"
and i told him.
it was playing house of cards."


"i feel as if this moment is perfect. that spring is in me. I've got your playlist going and the windows open. the freshest blooms keep releasing their fragrence into my room through checkered screens. my senses are swept away in the scents of saviors. saviors of insanity. that reoccur every spring. that bring me back down to earth, but feel surreal."


"i just drifted to sleep and dreamt i got high. dreamt i got so high the sky soared with greens and reds. my body was released, and i was my soul. i dreamed that everyone was at one with themselves. the air was chilling. numbing to the bone. my nose tingled when i awoke from my crash. i watched my own body crash through, my perspective hovered miles above still chilled as my limp body dug its own mound tunnel grave from gravity force.
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people dont get high now days to try to reach heaven, but to get away from it. fear and addiction colliding into a semi circle of flames and dry brush. when people realized religion isnt fullproof, they dropped all reasons to want to reach heaven, and picked up the flint and stone in the drybrush"