so,

it's almost summer.

track is over, for me. which means i can rest the next few days. ahhh. rest.

i was having trouble coming to terms with my senior friends leaving, especially one.... but i've come to accept it. i was really scared he was going to change. but now i see that no matter how much he changes, he'll always be a great person.
hope they can always say that about me.

i'm so busy lately.... i've basically stopped thinking much about the future, or the past
right now is plenty enough to deal with
start my summer running, get ready for WINDY GAP!, go to several graduations, finish the frickin english project by friday, last YL tomorrow, piano test-thing (Guild) on wednesday, recital thursday, learn that beatles song for the guitar recital, try not to drop my wellness grade too bad from never doin homework, try not to piss band friends off any more b/c i'm quitting band, and of course ignore all the silly drama shit

i can't wait for summer. cuz now most of my friends live near me. and suddenly a huge number can drive. and i've met sooooo many new people to hang with. and it's just gonna be.... magnanimous isn't the right word, but it's all that comes to mind.

ever read Choke, Chuck Palahniuk? gooooooddd book.

finallly went shopping today. so tired of jeans and hoodies. need some tank tops and shorty shorts. hahaha. almost raided Journeys, had to resist temptation. they had a sale on and everything.

ha. i love shoes too much. they're just so wonderful.

victoria's secret had a sale too, which was nice.

so did american eagle, and mccall says the new store is different, but she's wrong.

incredibly, we found like 4 great outfits under $50 in a&f. but they won't hold clothes more than an hour. but still.

man, who doesn't want a guitar? i love the acoustic more than life itself, don't get me wrong, but God i want an electric. my standards aren't even that high, i'm broke. of course, a Gibson would be nice, but i will TOTALLY settle for a fender. i am going to pick one out soon, either a Tele or a Strat. w/ either 1 single-coil, 1 humbucker. or 2 single-coils, 1 humbucker. it will be beautiful.
that's what i'm askin for for ma bday. either that or a set.

me, Marshall, and Anna officially decided we're starting a band. we will be incredible. oh, but we still haven't told Anna.

yeah, that's it for now, i'm tired.

carpe diem, agape, no regrets.